SORRY HUBBY !!!

during all these periods, me and boyf realli met alot of obstacles and problems
we both still holding on tight and he changed and start to cherish and treat me better
yet me, changed and din know how to cherish

i never put myself into boyf's shoes
never go think that what if he did all these to me
how would i feel
what will i do
how will i think

he really did change to a very good boyf
know what to do and his limits
being so faithful and truthful to me

i'm already 18 yet my thinking still not mature
so i must learn to look things at a bigger pic
learn to be independent
be a grown up girl
think maturely

i will show my love, care, concern, being faithful and everything to you
you are just someone sooo special that i dun wanna lose

i realize how much i love you
how much i need you
someone who i wanna spend my life with
someone who i wanna care
someone who i wanna cherish and not lose

you are my EVERYTHING

bring fun and laughter to me
know how to cheer me up
know what i'm thinking

i swear to god
I WILL NOT COMMIT THESE MISTAKES AGAIN

I realised my mistakes and promise that this will never happen again
I REALLY LOVE HIM ALOT AND DUN WISH TO LOSE HIM.
IM REALLY SORRY HUBBY

Words to Boyf :
I'm sincerely sorry for what i have done to you. I cause alot of hurts and sadness to you. Now i have no rights or position to say anything. Now i know what i want and i MUST learn to grow up and thinking maturely. I don want to end this relationship. Thanks for being so forgiving, understanding and giving me one more chance to change back.

I just wanna tell you, which is really from the bottom of my heart
I LOVE YOU AND WILL NEVER DO ALL THESE AGAIN IN MY LIFE

(posted by her)


First BEAR from himm (23rd Sept)

this blog have been so dead for SOOO long
now im back here to update abit.

23rd sept which is tuesday
hubby bring me out for movie
because he know that my mood is very very LOW

we meet up at causeway point
watch " Disaster Movie"
as it is a comedy

meet him at cinema ticket booth at 4.30pm

and guess what???

he got me a BEAR
which he have promise me long ago

i was sooo surprise
and hug the bear all the way

aft movie, we from causeway point walk back to my house
first time taking a walk with him so long
and we chat all the way
having lots of fun with him too

we sat down at my house nearby playground
chit chat and really talk alot
he say lets give the bear a name
so we name her as "TEESHU"

here are some of the picture we took:


Teeshu~

Teeshu and Me

lOves~


**Holding on tight and never let go**